The Night Stories of Mine

to people in the world.. first, am i just too kind or something? if i get mad at people who has been hurting me, they wont say "SORRY" and i think thats okay if they dont even say sorry after hurting me with their words. i just DONT LIKE FIGHTING . i think they treat me bad, til they dont know what im feeling. OKAY second, i dont like seeing my besties tired of thinking how to cheer up my another friend, and hah.. she doesnt even know that my besties think bout that like a billion times. thats why, i never get mad to my besties, becos yeah i dont like seeing them keep thinking how to cheer me up. so.. to my besties.. if you are reading this.. im sorry that i always hide my feeling to you but tbh i dont like seeing you think bout that. third, i always thought about words "HILANG SATU TUMBUH SERIBU". is that true? i mean, if i lose one thing, i'll get billion things? but in fact, it really really not true.. why? i lose one my besties. then i lose it again. i...

mmm to everyone who knows me or not. im so sorry that perhaps ive been hurting you, or making you feel uncomfortable bcos of my behaviour okay sorry. from the bottom of my heart i say it again that IM SORRY!!. i dont know what im posting now, im just feeling guilty. I AM REALLY UPSET upset stiff i really cant handle this. why is everything making me feel guilty although i dont do anything?? stop doing this do i have to say SORRY for a billion times?? please.. can i just feel happy without a mess just for once in my life?

bestfriends are the ones who are not going to tell your secret to everyone but they feel your secret in their deepest heart.